Sat Sad

Helloooo :)
is there anyone realize that I'm still alive ? HAHA
I don't think so. Well, nevermind. *sigh

today today today,
Saturday, My school get an anniversary. yeah, SMAN 1 Malang got 63th, YAAYY \:D/
and we held 'gerak jalan' it means we walking around based on the rute or map. sometimes, the destination 3-8 km.
okay stop for this cuap-cuap. I'll go to the privacy one.
*sigh
Idk what, today the situation isn't support. All around messed up my mood.
I miss my junior. Really. Really. Really. Reallyyyy Miss {} I like he look at me with his glassess.
but, what I saw yesterday means antonym. He watch the dancer who is practicing some dance. OhGod, blind my eyes please.
and than this morning he saw me, Idk actually he saw me or not because suddenly my heart beating fastly and than I run . haha. I saw for a while he stopped his steps, but idk he stopped because of me or he forgot something. err, He follow MBC ekstrakulikuler, and at that time he'll go to a mountain. oh, my dawn, my junior, take care :))))) I'll always pray for you. God bless you :)

when I and my class do 'gerak jalan', suddenly my friend told me, ' Hey Bil, why are you changed?' . you know what I do at that time? walking+head down+nyesek. I think I didn't do something wrong, I just do like usual, I didn't go to some places that gimme bad habits, It's an obvious one. I didn't do something wrong! OR I DID SOMETHING WRONG THAT I CAN'T REALIZE IT?? :(( It's reaallllly make me mad :(

and then, emm tiramissu retweet my tweet. is it important? I think err maybe yes maybe no. he is php(pemberi harapan palsu). but he appearing when I got two of my problems as I've written on :)
he make me smile again. he is my moodbuster, he is my hero, TODAY :D