Diam

Have you ever be a quiet person without a reason?
it's me now.
Idk why I like that, but recently I prefer to save my words.
yeah, infact my heart is full now.
the madness, happiness, loneliness, etc fulfilling my heart.
when I'm angry, I wanna shout out even show my middle finger but idk I keep silent.
when I'm happy, I wanna tell my story, share with my bestfriend but idk I just save it in my mind.
when I'm lonely -the most something I hate- I wanna hug someone, laying my head in his/her shoulder but idk just keep my head up.
and, finallyyy here I am. alone. something called galau, nyesek, dan semacamnya.
its reaaaaaalllyy annoying.
crying without some reason, crazy!
so whattaya think about me?? am I sick? of what by the way?
am I crazy? with whom? trms again I think but yes or no? hell-to-the-yes-please.

yeah, he call me btw.
I'm happy, but yaknow,
IF I HAVE THOSE FEELING AGAIN I'M GOING CRAZY.
I REALLY DON'T WANNA, BUT I'M A DREAMER.
ALL MY DREAM DREAM ABOUT YOU HAH
WELL, WHERE IS YOUR DEBT?
ARE YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE SOME FEELING TO ME?
DON'T-EVER-GIVE-ALL-MY-HOPES-TO-YOU-AGAIN
it hurts by the way, and annoying. ups
Allah inmyside! ALLAHUAKBAR :) :) :)