This blog was deleted from my twitter bio. I'm not reallyyyyy ready to share my whole activity be highlighted.
yes, I'm silent person. I can't share my story to the other although my bestfriend. I dunno why, I wanna said I wanna share I wanna talk to my bestfriend but .... why does not my mouth open?? ugh, I realized save my own story it's reallyyy nyesek.
okay, that feeling come again. trms.
suddenly I miss a little thing called hmm 'like someone'. and why my heart accidentaly choose trms (again)?
on Friday night at 11 pm I tweet about my artwork task hadn't finishd yet, nah, at that time, I think 12 minute later, trms tweeted hmmm I can't share the tweet! my blog almost be a well-known one. I embrassed hoho. the point is someone must have done what should have done.
My heart beating louder and faster. I wanna take a pee. It's cold. drum rolls. yolo. is that tweet directed to me?? My heart grows up fastly. suddenly my lips got a smile. smile, smile, smile, smile again. there it goes. I'm fly away away away till today, Sunday Morning.
Today, a sunday morning, I went to istighotsah. I realize Allah behind me, beside me, in front of me, always staring, caring, and saving me. but trms ... he is a fatamorgana, he is a shadow depends on my desire. Astaghfirullah~
and then he never replied what he retweet from my tweet. confused? (haha, that the way I never want you to understand what a real story goes :p)
how lucky I am. Allah is comeback. on my heart. Always <3 p="p">
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